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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
The rumblings of an introvert
The rumblings of an introvert
Have you ever felt in life, that you are trying so hard to communicate something and it all comes out wrong? Totally wrong! At the end of it, you even feel, why did I even start this. Oh yeah, I am sure there will be at least someone in this world who will agree with me. Yeah, being an introvert is always a bane. They say every coin has two sides. But believe me there is no other side of being an introvert. You are just stuck with its bad qualities and all your life you have to struggle with it.
The funny part is the more and more you try you become more conscious and then you really look like an utter fool. We have watched in movies right. In fact when I think about it don’t you think almost all movies are about losers in life? I mean come on where is the fun in watching someone who is really smart and successful and has absolutely no problems in life. Where is the story line if the hero / heroine doesn’t have something lacking which he / she struggles to overcome and lo behold at the end of two hours they magically are transformed and they somehow can figure out the mantra of life and everything is so beautiful and nice.
Unfortunately, that is a movie. Life is different. I wonder in life if there is a happy ending always like in movies. In movies, the emotional and shy guy is so hopelessly in love with the girl and every time he tries telling her he gets it all wrong. However, in the end everything falls into place and the introvert is no longer an introvert. I wish that happens in real life too. In real life however, things are not that rosy. It feels more like a vicious cycle. Since you are an introvert you have naturally few people around you and naturally you treasure every nice person you meet and then unknowingly you even end up looking really desperate. Naturally, you keep all your feelings bottled inside, it will come with all force out that it will freak the other person out making the person run for his / her life. The introvert is left to wonder what did I do wrong. Darling, the only thing you did wrong is you showed too much affection too soon. Anyways, again because of this experience, the introvert tries harder next time and the cycle goes on and on leaving the introvert a confused, under confident, restless soul. Now only God can save this person.
Have you ever felt in life, that you are trying so hard to communicate something and it all comes out wrong? Totally wrong! At the end of it, you even feel, why did I even start this. Oh yeah, I am sure there will be at least someone in this world who will agree with me. Yeah, being an introvert is always a bane. They say every coin has two sides. But believe me there is no other side of being an introvert. You are just stuck with its bad qualities and all your life you have to struggle with it.
The funny part is the more and more you try you become more conscious and then you really look like an utter fool. We have watched in movies right. In fact when I think about it don’t you think almost all movies are about losers in life? I mean come on where is the fun in watching someone who is really smart and successful and has absolutely no problems in life. Where is the story line if the hero / heroine doesn’t have something lacking which he / she struggles to overcome and lo behold at the end of two hours they magically are transformed and they somehow can figure out the mantra of life and everything is so beautiful and nice.
Unfortunately, that is a movie. Life is different. I wonder in life if there is a happy ending always like in movies. In movies, the emotional and shy guy is so hopelessly in love with the girl and every time he tries telling her he gets it all wrong. However, in the end everything falls into place and the introvert is no longer an introvert. I wish that happens in real life too. In real life however, things are not that rosy. It feels more like a vicious cycle. Since you are an introvert you have naturally few people around you and naturally you treasure every nice person you meet and then unknowingly you even end up looking really desperate. Naturally, you keep all your feelings bottled inside, it will come with all force out that it will freak the other person out making the person run for his / her life. The introvert is left to wonder what did I do wrong. Darling, the only thing you did wrong is you showed too much affection too soon. Anyways, again because of this experience, the introvert tries harder next time and the cycle goes on and on leaving the introvert a confused, under confident, restless soul. Now only God can save this person.
Sunday, May 6, 2007
I have a dream..
I have a dream
To serve the ruffled minds
The tender minds that are tomorrow’s future
Ignorant and unnoticed victims
Victims of neglect
With hearts so tender and beautiful
With eyes asking a thousand questions
And lips tightly shut, lest will uproot this world
I have a dream
To atleast touch their souls
Be the person to tell them that they are fine
For no matter how much unruffled they look to the world
There is a mind ticking inside like a time bomb – ready to explode
I have a dream
To protect these tender souls
To prepare them to face this weird world
For although they look quite strong, there is a hole inside their hearts
That craves for affection
And I want to make sure that they don’t get lost
In their forever quest of looking for that bit of affection from the stale hearts in this world
I have a dream to make this dream come true
And no matter what someday I will make it happen
Coz surely there are numerous thirsty souls
Looking for exactly what I crave so much to give..
To serve the ruffled minds
The tender minds that are tomorrow’s future
Ignorant and unnoticed victims
Victims of neglect
With hearts so tender and beautiful
With eyes asking a thousand questions
And lips tightly shut, lest will uproot this world
I have a dream
To atleast touch their souls
Be the person to tell them that they are fine
For no matter how much unruffled they look to the world
There is a mind ticking inside like a time bomb – ready to explode
I have a dream
To protect these tender souls
To prepare them to face this weird world
For although they look quite strong, there is a hole inside their hearts
That craves for affection
And I want to make sure that they don’t get lost
In their forever quest of looking for that bit of affection from the stale hearts in this world
I have a dream to make this dream come true
And no matter what someday I will make it happen
Coz surely there are numerous thirsty souls
Looking for exactly what I crave so much to give..
Thursday, April 5, 2007
A story
Once upon a time, long long ago, God when looked down on earth saw that humans were sadly unhappy. He decided to give a solution to this problem. He made a beautiful pitcher and filled it with water. This water was not any ordinary water but with divine value. It had healing power to save the unhappy souls. It had the medicinal power unchallenged by any other medication in the world and with a taste and feel so soothing that it relaxed even the most tired soul.
God placed this pitcher on earth and felt happy that He has finally solved the problem of the mankind. The pitcher stayed there on earth. Many humans passed by it looked at it with curiosity. Some got astonished with its beauty some even thought of drinking the water in it. Some were really thirsty but just stood there, curious. Nobody wanted to take a risk and drink the water which was so divine. It was so mysteriously beautiful that humans were scared to even touch it.
So the pitcher stayed there for days, months untouched. As days passed by, all kind of vegetation grew all over the pitcher. Leaves from the trees fell inside the water. Mosquitoes infested in the stagnant water. Slowly, the water started to stink much to the dismay of the people who passed by. Dangerous creatures started to breed and the once beautiful pitcher turned into an ugly dump. Suddenly people became aware of the presence of the pitcher and they all decided to throw it out. So very soon, the pitcher once filled with pious water was thrown away in the community waste dump.
Moral of the story: Figure that out by yourself. :)
Even the most beautiful feeling LOVE can turn into poison if it is not given a proper vent and is forcefully stored inside.
God placed this pitcher on earth and felt happy that He has finally solved the problem of the mankind. The pitcher stayed there on earth. Many humans passed by it looked at it with curiosity. Some got astonished with its beauty some even thought of drinking the water in it. Some were really thirsty but just stood there, curious. Nobody wanted to take a risk and drink the water which was so divine. It was so mysteriously beautiful that humans were scared to even touch it.
So the pitcher stayed there for days, months untouched. As days passed by, all kind of vegetation grew all over the pitcher. Leaves from the trees fell inside the water. Mosquitoes infested in the stagnant water. Slowly, the water started to stink much to the dismay of the people who passed by. Dangerous creatures started to breed and the once beautiful pitcher turned into an ugly dump. Suddenly people became aware of the presence of the pitcher and they all decided to throw it out. So very soon, the pitcher once filled with pious water was thrown away in the community waste dump.
Moral of the story: Figure that out by yourself. :)
Even the most beautiful feeling LOVE can turn into poison if it is not given a proper vent and is forcefully stored inside.
Monday, April 2, 2007
Infidelity
Infidelity
Writing about this topic itself is quite controversial. Seriously, what is the big deal about this word?
In the technical world, fidelity purely means output by input. So if your output performance is not as much as what input one is giving in then the fidelity of the process is low. However, in our world we have totally changed the definition of fidelity / infidelity and have made it to our convenience.
A human being in a relation is called infidel only when he / she has relations with another human being, which has more importance than the present one. We make a big deal about this particular phenomenon. There is a whole set of bolywood and even holywood movies and songs dedicated to infidelity. In fact generally women are targeted more in these songs or movies.
When I see such a hue and cry about this whole thing, it really makes me wonder how do we really understand what is infidelity? Why do we confine infidelity to only human beings? Like for example, I have seen men giving so much importance to things that are of trivial importance and women too giving undue importance to vanity even at the cost of their relations with their loved ones. Isn’t that called infidelity?
Isn’t it infidelity when your sweetheart cries her eyes out and urges you to spend some time with her when all you are thinking in your mind is when is she going to be in good mood so that you can go and enjoy your favorite sport? Isn’t it infidelity when a man desperately wants to be with his wife when all she thinks about how much more stuff she needs to buy for that grand party she is going to go next week? Why is it that it becomes of paramount importance only when it involves another human being?
I really don’t understand when and where do we draw a line.
Writing about this topic itself is quite controversial. Seriously, what is the big deal about this word?
In the technical world, fidelity purely means output by input. So if your output performance is not as much as what input one is giving in then the fidelity of the process is low. However, in our world we have totally changed the definition of fidelity / infidelity and have made it to our convenience.
A human being in a relation is called infidel only when he / she has relations with another human being, which has more importance than the present one. We make a big deal about this particular phenomenon. There is a whole set of bolywood and even holywood movies and songs dedicated to infidelity. In fact generally women are targeted more in these songs or movies.
When I see such a hue and cry about this whole thing, it really makes me wonder how do we really understand what is infidelity? Why do we confine infidelity to only human beings? Like for example, I have seen men giving so much importance to things that are of trivial importance and women too giving undue importance to vanity even at the cost of their relations with their loved ones. Isn’t that called infidelity?
Isn’t it infidelity when your sweetheart cries her eyes out and urges you to spend some time with her when all you are thinking in your mind is when is she going to be in good mood so that you can go and enjoy your favorite sport? Isn’t it infidelity when a man desperately wants to be with his wife when all she thinks about how much more stuff she needs to buy for that grand party she is going to go next week? Why is it that it becomes of paramount importance only when it involves another human being?
I really don’t understand when and where do we draw a line.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
My favorite song
My favorite song: Movie (Phir Teri Kahani Yaad Aayi)
Tere dar par sanam chale aaye
Tu na aaya to hum chale aaye
Bin tere koi aas bhi na rahi
Itne tarse ke pyaas bhi na rahi
Ladkhadaaye kadam, chale aaye
Tere dar par sanam chale aaye
Tu na aaya to hum chale aaye
Is se pehle ke hum pe hasti raat
Banke naagin jo humko dasti raat
Leke apna bharam chale aaye
Tere dar par sanam chale aaye
Tu na aaya to hum chale aaye
Tere dar par sanam chale aaye
Tu na aaya to hum chale aaye
Bin tere koi aas bhi na rahi
Itne tarse ke pyaas bhi na rahi
Ladkhadaaye kadam, chale aaye
Tere dar par sanam chale aaye
Tu na aaya to hum chale aaye
Is se pehle ke hum pe hasti raat
Banke naagin jo humko dasti raat
Leke apna bharam chale aaye
Tere dar par sanam chale aaye
Tu na aaya to hum chale aaye
The reasons why I want a pet dog
The reasons why I want a pet dog:
You can love them as much as you want, people will just think that you are so damn crazy about your pet. In fact, they might even think you are a great person.
Even if you love them too much they are never suspicious of you. They don’t wonder as to why you love them so much and they don’t try to find any crooked reason behind it.
They don’t get psyched with you if you want to be with them all the time. In fact in dog world the more the better unlike humans who need personal space and all that crap.
They are reliable. They are always there for you no matter what. You don’t need to check with their schedules and find out if they have any other appointments with other dogs.
You can cry to them, you can talk to them, they won’t judge you, unlike humans. In fact when they see you are sad they are sad too and they don’t give any crappy advices again unlike humans (may be coz they cannot speak).
They are so happy to just see you. You don’t need to make any special efforts to gain their friendship all they want is to spend time with you.
Dogs are much more intelligent and sensitive to others’ emotions compared to humans. They sense very quickly if you are sad or happy and change their moods accordingly.
They don’t care how smart you are or how much money you make. They just love you for the love that you give them.
And many more, right now running out of reasons but I wish I had a pet dog!!!
You can love them as much as you want, people will just think that you are so damn crazy about your pet. In fact, they might even think you are a great person.
Even if you love them too much they are never suspicious of you. They don’t wonder as to why you love them so much and they don’t try to find any crooked reason behind it.
They don’t get psyched with you if you want to be with them all the time. In fact in dog world the more the better unlike humans who need personal space and all that crap.
They are reliable. They are always there for you no matter what. You don’t need to check with their schedules and find out if they have any other appointments with other dogs.
You can cry to them, you can talk to them, they won’t judge you, unlike humans. In fact when they see you are sad they are sad too and they don’t give any crappy advices again unlike humans (may be coz they cannot speak).
They are so happy to just see you. You don’t need to make any special efforts to gain their friendship all they want is to spend time with you.
Dogs are much more intelligent and sensitive to others’ emotions compared to humans. They sense very quickly if you are sad or happy and change their moods accordingly.
They don’t care how smart you are or how much money you make. They just love you for the love that you give them.
And many more, right now running out of reasons but I wish I had a pet dog!!!
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